2 and 2

Today is my Birthday. Officially 22. YAY!
Hehe, well it seems like this year is going to be a hell of a year. In a good way :P
And that because *cough*, the first day of my new year, is also the first day
of my work at KFH!

This is the biggest gift from Allah (allhamdullah). I hope everything is going to be nice
at the first day. I'm afraid, I'll be alone and I know no one there. I really miss my friends
in Bahrain *cries*.

But Allah is with me and that's all the matters. Soon I'll get used to the new atmosphere and I'll make new friends inshallah.

Is it OCD?

Everyone thinks, but does everyone think too much as I do?

I think a lot, letterly A LOT. About every details of something I have on my mind.
I get worried,nervous, emotional, and my mind works all the time thinking how, why, when ..etc.

From what I see, I "think" I'm having OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder).
I thought of everything more than once. It gets worse when I'm worried.

And because my new job and the steps to complete all the papers, I keep on thinking with the
start of "what if?".

I'm lacking of sleep this week. I just want to fast forward two weeks and live peacefully.


Listening to: Edward Maya - This is My Life.

Jobless

Life without a job is a meaningless job. You woke up, you eat, you sleep without a purpose. It's a silent killer to me.

I'm waiting for my real governmental job. Today I went there and they said I have to come tomorrow.

I'm done with waiting. I'm still worried but my parents are reassuring me.

I've given up my hope with the ministry, but I didn't give up on hope with God.

And why do I keep getting back on blogging after like two years?
I know the answer which is because I'm jobless.

I was working in JN Hospital 7 months but my father insisting on resigning when ministry called.

Hope I don't stay long in this jobless stage of my life...

Yesterday 7-10-10
was one of my best days ever
I've got a gift from a special person, a True friend
I was speechless when i opened it and i cried
it was enough for me to receive gift from this person
but when i saw what he actually gave me
................ *crying now*

He's the best person I've ever met in my entire life
I guess I'm lucky to have a true true friend ♥

Listening To: Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars

I'm having a bad bad bad mood and i don't know why =(
but the only reason i could have thought of is Hormones

I don't anyone to talk to me and i don't want to hear anybody else talking
so I put my music on MAX volume to stay away from home

It's just a matter of time to get back to normal. I know -_-


Listening to: Lady Gaga - Alejandro

WOW

After -I don't know how many- years or days, I just discovered that
i have a blog !
and that when I was editing some info about me on Deviantart.com
and when I was reading I was like "is that me who wrote this?"

hmmm, should I delete this blog or keep it?
*thinking*

Listening to: Demi Lovato ft. Joe Jonas - Wouldn't change a thing

Yes Yes i'm Alive and feelin' sooo much better

with summer holiday but still the results on Thursday

( الله يستر ما تكـون النتيجة مهببة و على راسي )

و غير هذا كمان في شي لازم نسويه واللي يعتبر من متطلبات التخرج

العمل التطوعي لـ خدمة المجتمع

و اللي ما يسويه يتأخر في التخرج.. يعني بالله عليكم اقرأوا

اسم المشروع مرة ثانية "تطوعي"

بس تسوي فيه اللي انت تبغاه بس يكون في مصلحة المجتمع لووول

الصراحة كلام فاضي و لازم نخلص 30 ساعة فيه

انا قلت باشتغل فيه على نفس تخصصي لانو أسهل طبعا

Listening To : Demi Lovato - Here We Go Again